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Do I Exist??
Do I exist?
Do I exist in this world?
If I do, then why can't you see
this pain and anguish inside of me?
Your anger it does effect me.
I stand tall, and I take what you give.
I still love you despite what you say.
Why can't you respond to me in another way?
What is it that makes you so angry?
Can't you see what your anger is doing to me?
I hurt, and I take, and I bleed...
why can't you give me what I need?
I need love, I need patience,
I am the mother of your children.
So why do you hurt me so?
Please show me your sweet side,
show me the beauty I know you have inside.
I wish I could leave you
but my heart won't let me go.
I still think you will change
I still think that you really care.
But how do I dare?
You hurt me, and then you love me.
How confusing this is to me.
Why can't you see what your doing to me?
I cannot seem to leave you
I have no where to go.
I feel so weak....I cannot survive...
No one really seems to care,
they all just sigh...
If no one cares,
and no one does anything,
why should I?
Someday it will change, right?
I won't wind up dead...will I?
You wouldn't ever hurt me terribly would you?
Oh, love, what turmoil I am in.
My insides feel like they have died.
I never know what to say,
I never know what to do..
so scared of the anger thats inside of you.
It keeps me trapped,
trapped here in my own little world.
My world where you never hurt me
my world where people do care.
Tell me do I really exist?
If I do exist, tell me,
why doesn't anyone see me?
Why doesn't anyone care enough....
care enough to help me.
You have to leave they say,
but where will I go?
Take a stand they say.......
how can I when I am so weak?
Tell the police they say.....
How can I when I don't have the strength.
Confide in a friend, they say....
how can I when they turn the other way?
Tell me do I exist....
how will I ever feel alive again...
Tell me....how just how did all this begin?
I don't seem to remember life,
life when it was new, and beautiful.
All I seem to see
is all this hurt and pain inside of me....
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